Working early has to be of the devil....sheesh!
I know I gotta sleep...I probably shouldn't go around reading people's online journals and Xanga's before bed cause then I start thinking, start dreaming, start remembering and alas...there are so many people I wish to, just for a moment sit down and have a good conversation with. To really see how they are doing...to look in there eyes and let them tell me a story. To see Trina again and rip her back out of her shell and remind her that she's presious, one of God's children...to chat with JoJo and share with her the same fustration that I have some to see being out away from the HA world...to sit down with Pat and Brent and explain in person how very very proud I am of them...and how proud I am to be able to call them brothers.

To sit in the booth and once again have a meeting with Krys....to sift through everything and get to the meat of the conversation...to be up far too late in the dorm calming Mr. Boyd down and reminding him of God's love, or to listen to Ian play his gutar worship the Lord once again...

This is one of those moments where all I should be doing is sleeping, but all I want to do is see you all again, live life with debth again...I'm a very deep person but, all around me seems so shallow. Thank you Leigh-Anne for being deep, a breath of fresh air :) I only with to have a meaningful conversation again..to talk about God and the plans that we have. Leigh-Anne does that well :D common people, call me...let me know how you are doing, no more shallow hello's....

JoJo, I called you you goof...and I got voicemail! JOJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJO!!! I'll be in touch...*shifty eyes*
- posted by Kai @ 2/10/2005 06:06:00 p.m.