Alone Again
...Thank You Lord for giving us the extra time...

I'm unsure as to how I'm supposed to feel right now. I just got home from seeing Leigh-Anne off at the airport and well...suddenly there is an emptyness. I look to this bag of cerial or the blankets on the coutch or any number of other things...and I expect to see her there, maybe she's just using the restroom and she'll be right back...right?

I wan't to cry...it hurts.

Lord take the pain away please...
I know what I said before, but just this once let me cry...

...thankyou...

you, get used to having someone around after a month. Used to holding her hand used to being close to her, kissing her...looking into her eyes. Used to her voice used to...her beauty.

I'm not going to be uber happy for awhile.

Lord be my strength. Please.

I love her.

- posted by Kai @ 1/20/2005 06:03:00 a.m.