Name: Christopher Ashby Handle: Xan EMail: christopher.ashby @gmail.com Birthdate: October 28, 1983 Height: 6'3" Home: Ontario, Canada Location: Home Album of the Moment: |
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Name: Xan
Race/Sex: Hume/Male
Nationality: Bastok
Rank: 6
Server: Titan
Current job: RDM/BLM
Main job: RDM/BLM
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Highest lvl: 60(RDM)
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
The World of Vana'diel pt. 5
I have heard it said...
that nothing is more real then love itself
but today is this world we live in
we have managed to even make love so fake
its no wonter we have a hard time trying to find out what is real
when all the world is so fake
taking one thing and turing it, changing it
can this be real?
can your fantasy make up for lost reality?
you can marry whomever you wish in this place...
maybe you can seek something you never thought possable here in reality
but...
it isn't the same is it?
you wair the wedding ring in the fantasy...
but in reality you still find that your hand is empty
but he is right there...you are so lost in your fantasy do you forget that he is there?
He hurts...he wishes only the best for you...
and loses himself in fantasy to get away from it...
because he can't provide the best...
but he will, you will see.
He loves you.
Never forget that friend.
his love for you can't be faked, nor can it be reproduced in this fantasy...
for love...cannot be reproduced
and why am I here? Lost in this fantasy?
I live in many fantasy's...my reality is one.
Forever in the Fantasy of Forever.
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